Monday, February 8, 2016
It has been more than a week since I last posted, and things
have continued to move fast toward formalizing my female-led relationship with
my husband Ross. I see there are a lot
of people reading this blog but only one person has commented, so I don’t know
if people seeing this post know what is really happening in my life. Since last summer, and especially since
September, my husband, Ross, and I have been considering moving into a female
led relationship. Ross is most
enthusiastic about it, and has challenged me to take “real control” of our
lives. We have incorporated some
dimensions of FLR in our lives related to sexual control, orgasm control and
general decision making in a voluntary way.
The more we implement an FLR, the more encouragement Ross has given me
to “take it to the next level,” emphasizing that he will be more “emotionally
fulfilled,” if we move deeply into an FLR.
Ross has also provided an evolving revelation about his
desire to transition to female. I have
had a sense of this for most of the 15 years of our marriage, and in the role
play in which we have engaged in the past Ross has, with my help, been able to
present very convincingly as a woman.
A confounding factor in this unfolding life experience is
the love affair I am now involved in with my hair stylist, Angela. It was a remarkable coincidence that once
when I arrived for a hair appointment, Angela was providing services to a man,
dressed attractively in women’s clothes.
That prompted a conversation weeks later that revealed Angela knew a
woman she described as a professional dominatrix who was her male client’s former
mistress. Consequently, Angela has
become a considerable source of information about FLR relationships, and
through our communication I think it is fair to say she seduced me, although I
don’t regret it all. I had a lesbian
relationship almost 20 years ago, and this new relationship has provided the
most exciting and satisfying sex of my life.
At the same time, I remain deeply in love with my husband,
and appreciate that he has been so supportive of me through the years. While he does not know about Angela (at least
the fact that we are involved sexually), I don’t think he would severely object
if he believed it did not threaten my relationship with him.
Ross’s dares to “make our FLR real,” have been delivered
with a laugh, but also with an edge. He
obviously thinks this is all a game to me, but I have evolved in my attitudes
to this type of relationship, and with Angela’s encouragement and help, have
come up with a way to formalize our FLR that will require Ross to make a
commitment that will reverse our positions and require him to prove he really wants a formal
FLR.
Next Sunday, with Angela’s help, and the help of her pro
dominatrix friend (it wasn’t free, but I think it is going to be worth it), I
am going to put Ross through a test that I think will reveal if he really wants
to live the life of a submissive male, and potentially undergo feminization
supervised by me, with Angela’s assistance.
I am conflicted about my relationship with Angela – not the relationship
so much as the fact that it is occurring secretly without Ross’ knowledge. (It just seems likely that this is going to
come into the open soon. It can’t go on
like this indefinitely.) Angela is
enthusiastic about helping feminize Ross, if that is what actually
unfolds. This is an erotically toxic
situation that I cannot turn away from right now. I hope it does not end in sadness for anyone,
but the intensity of my relationship with Angela and the excitement of my
evolving relationship with my husband are very intoxicating in a super-charged
way.
I find myself already thinking ahead to Ross’s feminization,
specifically the practical aspects of it.
Ross works in a medical care environment and is very good at his job and
highly regarded for his abilities. There
are also two people (that I know of – I used to work there) at the medical
center where he works who have successfully transitioned. Employment policies would protect him if he
chose to transition, the quality of his work performance makes him valuable to
retain, and employees in his work position wear nearly “genderless” work
clothes, so I believe his on-the-job transition would be about as smooth as
could occur in any work setting. We will
see what the future holds.
This is very good. I am glad I found it.
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